Friday, September 29, 2006

real self

she is her own real self, and as long as she stays in her physical body she retains nondual consciousness, enjoying the play of lila without becoming troubled by pleasure and pain, honors and humiliations

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

the ironic thing

is that once you've accepted all things, your need for strong boundaries diminishes greatly because you are no longer manifesting strife-ridden situations.
< LoveJoy > 09/27 17:22:47

touch god

this is near
the place
where
i decided
to come
and
touch
god

because isn't that
what being
here on earth
means?

(this time,
at least)

to remember
the pure power
of the love
from
whence
we
came?

gotta love rob brezsny


Cancer (June 21-July 22)
Is your schedule too rigid to allow magic to seep in? Then mutate that schedule, please. Is your brain so crammed with knowledgeable opinions that no fresh perceptions can crack their way in? Then flush out some of those opinions. Is your heart so puckered by the stings of the past that it can't burst forth with any expansive new invitations? Then unpucker your heart, for God's sake.

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

guess the lake

Saturday, September 23, 2006

don juan say today

The world is indeed full of frightening things and we are helpless creatures surrounded by forces that are inexplicable and unbending. The average man, in ignorance, believes that those forces can be explained or changed; he doesn't really know how to do that, but he expects that the actions of mankind will explain them or change them sooner or later.

The sorcerer, on the other hand, does not think of explaining or changing them; instead, he learns to use such forces by redirecting himself and adapting to their direction. That's his trick. There is very little to sorcery once you find out its trick.

Friday, September 22, 2006

rainbow clouds













Thursday, September 21, 2006

cracking egg

travel the country
cooking out the back
of the car, taking
back roads, and
staying in quiet
motels

this job is killing me

have a baby, feel it
growing love inside me
a reason to care
and see the world, again,
through a child's eyes

they want my whole soul

write books, make art in
a peaceful place where
there is no such thing as
furtiveness, or paranoia,
no looking over shoulders,
no - just room enough
to spread my wings

every day is a rape

love him and her and all
freely, but take space,
love yourself so i can love
you, is what i hear whispered
through the beats, in the space
between.





michael k quote of the day

"Honestly, I'd rather see a movie about my asshole. It has a much more compelling story to tell."

Tuesday, September 19, 2006

let me teach you how to fly

come with me

avec moi

let me show you

how to fly

when you lose your way
and it's hard to see
grab ahold of me

let me teach you how to fly
i wanna see you rising high
take your soul for a ride
teach you how to fly

oh baby

let me show you babe

take the time let your spirit run free

wanna see you rising up
wanna see you reaching high
wanna teach you how to fly

-miguel migs

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

music is the driving force
of the universe
and
beatz pump melody with life

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don't be afraid of what may lie ahead
cause it all comes down to you
so take it higher
take it higher
take it higher
take it higher
lift it up
to a place that's pure and free
lift it up, and
take it higher
cause with you
that's where i wanna be

XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

come on baby
don't stop now

keep movin

come on baby
don't stop now

keep movin

come on baby
don't stop now

keep movin

Monday, September 18, 2006

red blue green pink

red the sage, blue the modern sage, green the scientist, pink the athiest?

i choose red and blue like a childhood vision about a red blue tree

green is ok but pink looks horrid on me

blue snake flies with red eagle







Friday, September 15, 2006

i quit this bitch

lenny S
to me
More options 5:53 am (3 hours ago)

Darling,
Africa, this is were I just landed two weeks ago Nigga, everything is everything Dawg, homey is now playing with the Afrcan major players Niggga!!!!!!!, Just jiving babe just jiving, for a minute there I thought I was in back the L.B.C.
For a white, white I mean white Girl, I thought u would understand my wordcheezy.
Soo Nigga, I am out like houdini. See u in africa were I planned to change the name of the continet
U know what am talking about white girl,
I hope you are cracking up with this craker!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Best
God

Thursday, September 14, 2006

up to day 3



five white birds flying
in a perfect line
at night
right above me
illuminated from within

my last three cigarettes:
a slug crawled into the box
and slimed them.

day 1:
the 405 hawk
over the 101

night
dreamed painters came
and painted everything
it looked good
but closer inspection
revealed paint inside
drawers, and other places
it wasn't supposed to be.
and what's more, they
had stolen all my good
jewelry and replaced it
with gumdrop machine crap.
i was so sad;
they are valuable, but
more importantly
baubles from grandparents
and parents, given with love,
which is really why they sparkle,
and why the dream was
disturbing.

then all the people
in the world
luuuved me
and were calling me
luuuvey duvey
all the time.

then on day 3
the universal hawk
is soaring,
from the fifth floor
of the parking structure
i see this, and
when i emerge on the ground
i see it still,
and it follows
my eye until i approach
the building where i work.

Tuesday, September 12, 2006

once again

deciding not to die
brings up





dark
death
sad
angry
shit!

but,
this is just
a formality.

Monday, September 11, 2006

be a


g o d d e s s

Friday, September 08, 2006

what makes person "spiritual"?

everyone is spiritual, all the time

nobody is more spiritual than anyone else

if someone tells you they are spiritual, or worse, enlightened, RUN!



what have i found amazing and surprising on this journey?

that no denying of the self is necessary -- only a full embrace

that kundalini/prana/chi energy is pure power and there is no controlling it

that the meek shall not inherit the earth

that it is possible to lead a charmed life

that the body is not me

that sex is a doorway to the spirit

that there is no need for zoloft or xanax

that the words of the prophets don't mean shit

Thursday, September 07, 2006

view from my new balcony

drum circle orbs

we burned the man on venice beach, or we tried to. literally 20 seconds after we set the man on fire, the other man (cops) started coming towards us in their fortified beach cruisers. we had to kick the little burning man into the ocean and run. but while the little was burning, he looked fabulous!

next time, we do it at dockweiler beach, where you could burn a real human being and nobody would notice.

lots of orbs above the drum circle: