end of the world music

amma

we went to see her a few weeks ago when she was in la and she was pretty amazing. i probably won't be talking shit about her anymore. it's so easy to be judgmental about someone you've never met in person, especially when they've put themselves in the public eye like she has.

i'm not saying she's an enlightened being, because that whole trip doesn't resonate with me, but damn she has good energy. i can see now why people follow her around.

she is so positively charged and loving that instead of absorbing negativity like most people do, she seems to just reflect it back. it was an eye-opening experience.

adventure

A "warrior" shaman tends to personify fear, illness or disharmony and to focus on the development of power, control, and combat skills in order to deal with them. An "adventurer" shaman, by contrast, tends to depersonify these conditions (i.e. treat them as effects, not things) and deal with them by developing skills of love, cooperation, and harmony.

-Serge Kahili King

west coast

butterfly gun

swing 2 harmony

i love you

everybody's free

the dmt experience

two years!!!!!

portland june 5 2006

oh baby how i love you. i love you. i love you. i love you.

pulse

i am just sitting here staring at my cubicle wall watching the pulse pound in my eyes

save me

bossy

Describes a girl who is the alpha-female or the queen bee. She is gettin paid, stayin fly, and is the leader of her crew. Respected by all, loved by some.
"I'm Bossy!
I'm the first girl to scream on the track
I switched up the beat of the drum"

truth (???)

you will always be building a library of subjective conditioning, but you are the librarian, so you get to decide the books.

compare your truth as a newborn baby to your truth now, as an adult. things are constantly changing. each breath you take transforms you, sends you from one moment to the next. truth is subjective, and it is fleeting. truth is, at its worst, self-limiting, when you attach yourself to it as if it is an absolute.

what you experience as an acutely self-aware being (human) is naturally filtered through these creative limitations that you have imposed on yourself.