Wednesday, August 31, 2011


Kundalini awakening can leave us totally incapacitated at times, or permanently damaged as far as our adaptability to this culture. Even Muktananda complained that he feared he would not be able to look after himself after he had experienced samadhi a couple of times. The Guru ashram system is great in this way, in that it insures those that are completely lost to kundalini, will be looked after. Not so in this society however, the initiate is more likely to be misunderstood, taken advantage of or locked up. Thus the more we know about the kundalini process, the better adapted we can be to the evolutionary force while still surviving in the western way of life.

Metamorphosis must surely be the most amazing and misunderstood phenomena on earth. My aim in writing this book is to dispel misinformation, myths, fear, resistance and superstition with regards to this most mysterious of all life processes. So many things have to be right for a successful kundalini awakening; going it alone is hard; being insulted and attacked for expressing ones experience--these make it harder. The experience of persecution is a common one, and the individual learns to depersonalize through this, so it's part of the courageous growth to Self, while we live in a society that is largely ignorant of and fearful of metamorphosis.

The path of fire compared to the stoic path of many traditions might seem unruly and unsure, but the heart can understand kundalini better than the mind can. My work is entirely bent on helping to alleviate ignorance on this matter, to reduce the compounded suffering humanity has undergone in the name of evolution. If one is already in total upheaval with kundalini it's just not advantageous to have one's community responding in devalidation, fear and rejection to one's metamorphosis. Thus the initiate has to be twice as strong—both to endure the fire, and to endure the social backlash.

Biology of Kundalini

magic in a box


Tuesday, August 30, 2011






Friday, August 26, 2011


the signs | nazca ~ basia asztabska photographer

Thursday, August 25, 2011




Wednesday, August 24, 2011

there is hope

Tuesday, August 23, 2011









Monday, August 22, 2011


this is


this is what it turned out like and it wasn't supposed to be that way.






Friday, August 19, 2011



“In mythology male and female…signify duality rather than sexuality, and the Fall is the subordination of the human mind to the dualistic predicament in thinking and feeling - to the insoluble conflict between good and evil, pleasure and pain, life and death.””

- Alan Watts (Myth and Ritual in Christianity)
Temple Farm, Nr Rockley, Wiltshire, England  7th August 2011




On global uprisings...


This world can be ALOT better, for all of its inhabitants.  Trillions upon trilllions go to War, Bankers, and expansion of the control grid.  There is a secret space program, there is technology that has been available since TESLA (free energy, magnetic motors that do not require fossil fuels etc), that has been sequestered and militarized.  Poisons are pumped in our food, air, and water sources, and sometimes poisons are bottled or pill formed and passed off as “medicine”, as the real cures have become illegal and or covered up, and deemed as “pseudo science”

“Just look at us. Everything is backwards. Everything is upside-down. Doctors destroy health, lawyers destroy justice, universities destroy knowledge, governments destroy freedom, the major media destroy information, and religion destroys spirituality.”  -Michael Ellner


People are pissed, they are showing it, trying to take the power back.
No more pretending things can continue being the same, people are dying, and so is a secure future.  The window of redemption is closing fast.  As for America … soon.

HeartSpiritMind

Thursday, August 18, 2011


“The spiritual journey is driven by sex hormones,

as the principle drivers to metamorphic alchemy and awakening. The urge to unite with God, and the urge to merge with a beloved runs on the same biological equipment, it is just lived at a different level of expression.”

- Jana Dixon (The Biology of Kundalini)

Wednesday, August 17, 2011









Egyptian soul

To Ancient Egyptians, it was the heart and not the brain that was the seat of emotion, thought, will and intention.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Egyptian_soul

reality tunnel

Monday, August 15, 2011